:: it's ALL abt GoO LiFe ::

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

mon 28 nov was bijuan's bday!

hehe~

char drove to sch so we went pizza hut to cele for her =)

bday girl with cake =P

the girls with juan =)

me trying to kiss juan LoL!

why i so happy? hahahahha!

finally me and the girl =)

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

yest was a great experience...

haha why is it so?

first time going to sg tv station TCS!

ok im not chasing any idols ok!

im faithful to hocc =P

i went to cheer for my fren's sis!

she got into the top 16 super host of channel u!

ok first time seeing cherylyn lor.. omg!

she's really good!

thank god she din talk like machine gun!

in real life she tok DAMN fast!!!

hahahahahaha!

6 plus reach TCS den wait wwait wait wait!

damn i shouted till my throat damn pain lor...

seriously chasing idols in sg and hk so different hahahahahaha!

i keep using the board to hide my face lor...

cannot let anybody to see my face on tv! =P

so 11plus jess came back to fetch me and yen and diana and her sisters.

went over to newton to have a big feast!

cuz first round only cherylyn got first!

wooohoooo!

tonite is the results from the viewers...

cross fingers man~!

ate alot yest~

chilli squids, chilli kang kong, chilli stingray, satays, fried oysters, hokkien mee, LaLa...

hmmm i think i din miss out anything ahahahhahaha!

big feast rite!

wooohoooo!

got home at 12plus lor...

damn my throat is damn itchy now...

mus be the chilli... hurhur~

Friday, November 25, 2005

i am busy or wat man...

let me talk abt yest...

spend my time in sch at the workshop doing my workpiece!

sheesh!

do until my hands got blisters!

seriously i hate to go workshop...

damn humid lor...

make my hair messy only! cuz of the fan!

&!#^&@^#!#

later i post pics of machine i used =P

den i waited for my sis to fetch me home...

seriously damn exhuasted...

but cant go home rest...

yen invited me to join her to cele her fren's bday...

so i agreed and went la..

went home to put laptop den bathe...

in the end i still LATE!

went to fish and co. glass house at dhoby guat.

ok yen wasnt ard den i jus went and met skiny and frens...

i din know over there got live band lor..

den we are sitting on top waiting for bday girl and yen to come...

bloody hell...

the band was so loud..

my fren jess shouting thru out the talking...

ok i was too...

wahahahahhahahaha!

tat skiny was so soft!!!

damn it!

she very poor thing.. got scolding by me jess and diana..

hahahahahahahaha!

she sitting beside me only...

but i was talking quite loud..

haha~

too loud the band...

practically cant hear anything!

ok finally everyone is here!

den we started ordering =D~

ok we are greedy pigs...

order alot...

try here try there...

hahahahaha...

in the end....

wooohoooo the bill....

200plus!

wahahhahahahaha!

ok la 9 person 200 plus ok la...

so dinner was like until 10plus?

hahahahah~

eat until i wanna puked :S

ok after tat we went to boat quay... Q room...

had some drinks and 1plus i went home...

ok i am not sure how strong i am in drinking...

den yen saw her sec sch frens in the place...

they are already high lor..

keep asking yen to drink with them!

wth!

i wanna help her...

but i dunno i can take it anot..

charbo sorry wor! din help u!

in the end u feel weird in the stomach =(

anyway i enjoy myself yest!

drank a few cups of wine man...

tried that dunno what with green tea too...

first time i drink so much wine... hohohohoho!

worst thing...

yest when i got home, bad cramps...

pain until i din sleep =(

ho sum fu lor...

this morning wake up pain till i wanna cry...

in the end i din go sch...

too painful =(

hate the first and second day of period =(

shall post pics pics now =P

call myself a ME student?? i dunno what machine is this wahhahahahha!

bday girl very pretty ^^ yck rox!

wat the hell! hahahahahha! so ugly!

cheeseeeee! ;)

charbo with me! wat the hell.. hahahahah!

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

歌曲: 圓滿

主唱: 何韻詩

作曲: 何韻詩

填詞: 黃偉文

編曲: 李端嫻@人山人海

監製: 青山大樂隊

舊日在我生命　砌圖留下一方先完成

遺失的風景當方向沒法　被對證　

空空的框框　只有白色的背景但現在我肯定　

有人其實在隨後接應將一幅一幅精彩畫面　拼入去　

美滿結局變得確定未完善的身影　要無縫的跟你合拼　

今生最重要志願才達成

由從前若有所失由從前認輸怨命　

經已變做　自信和後勁

＊原來我所失去那片正是你　　

我已完全　因我已獲得你　我未完備　Ah..Ah..　

當空缺被你完全縫合　

才是我自己嘴角上留下一吻的距離　

等你填滿這傳奇並無什麼都好　最祈求的經已遇到　

未來回顧　我亦能自豪　Ah..Ah..

何來遺憾要修補　猶如甜蜜的句號　

繪了個圓　讓我們共舞

REPEAT＊

原來我所需要那片正是你我已完全　

因我已滿滿地裝滿你　再未完備　Ah..Ah..　

都可靠著你神乎奇技　重造我自己

這結局其實使我　很好奇

為何尋遍世上　追溯著名與利　令人圓滿卻是你

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Contentment

In the old days of my life, missing a piece of the puzzle meant completion

the scenery is misplaced when direction cannot, be verified

an empty frame, only has a white backdrop

But now I'm sure, someone's actually supports and is with me

putting every brilliant scene, piecing in

a happy ending becomes affirmative

An uncomplete figure, need to merge seamlessly with you

the most important goal in this life will then be fulfilled

from seemingly missing something in the past, from giving up and blaming life in the past

has transformed into, confidence and fortitude

＊So the piece I'm missing is actually you

I am complete, because I have you, I'm not perfect yet Ah..Ah..

when chasm is completely sutured by you, I am me then

Putting a distance of a kiss from the corners of the mouth,

waiting for you to fill out this romance

Not that everything is great, the most earnest hope already been met

Looking back in the future, I can be proud as well Ah..Ah..

wherefore regrets that need to be mended, like a sweet ending

a drawing is painted, let us dance

REPEAT＊

So the piece I'm missing is actually you

I am complete, 'cause I'm overwhelmed with you, however imperfect Ah..Ah..

can even depend on your fantastic skills, recreating me

This ending actually drives me, curiously

Why having searched everywhere, recalling fame and riches,

yet making one contented is you

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i love this song so much!

the more i listen...

the more i feel sad...

i gotta agreed with this phrase...

"LIFE.........is all abt timing"

Monday, November 21, 2005

great working experience i had on sat and sun =P

let me tok abt sat...

ok it was quite busy for me cuz clinic jus receive 50 flu vaccines.

so we paste a piece of paper telling ppl its available..

sheesh!

den all new patients come in and reserve the vaccines...

blah blah...

lots of keying of new patients *^@&~^&!^@

anyways....

i cant rem the time la...

a patient came in asking me to ask the doctor to see him cuz his toe is bleeding~!

so i asked him to show me serious it was...

he removed the cloth tats was covering his toes,

den i was like.. hmmm ok... ^_-

den beside him there's one malay auntie...

she really funny...

saw the blood den use her hand to cover her face and can see her hands are shaking!

wahhahahahahhahahahhahahaha!

i was like ^_- hmmmm ok... LOL

ok im been bad =P

so while the doctor is seeing that toey guy...

i went to help =P

well heard from the guy,

a huge bottle or dunno what drop onto his left foot, the 1st and 2nd toes..

well we cant do anything wor...

so my doctor show me why he cant do much with the toes.

the whole nail of the big toe popping out wor...

so we need to refer him to hosp =P

and wat i did was to bandage his two toey =P

nice experience wor heheheheheh!

ok now i'll tok abt sunday!

busy busy busy day!

worst den sat i tell u!!!

an indian guy both hands got hit by metal or dunno wat...

come into the clinic with two pig hands -_-""

so swollen ok!!

he's construction worker la...

den when doctor is cleaning his wound,

he told me this indian guy mus go for operation...

den i was like HUH? why?

so i observe his hands...

there are sands "stuck" onto the skin...

when we wash his wound, it doesnt fall off...

tats why need to operate asap...

operate will be by removing the first few skins of his hands...

we humans got 7layers of skin... (am i rite?)

if dun remove it...

at the later stage he needs to chop off his hands! =\

ok tats for case 1...

den when the crowd has quieten down...

my colleague was eating...

den one kid came into the clinic crying...

den keep vomiting!

wahhahahahahahaha

den nvm lor...

another vomit kid came in...

den my colleague was like...

wat the hell...

im eating.........

in the end she got no appeitite and threw the food away...

LOL

so i went to buy food cuz i was bloody hungry....

soon after i eat,

i boy fall into a drain and his leg really woooohooooo!

ok the wound was on the left leg

below the knee...

damn bloody and his flesh nono its FATS

was at the "top"

meaning u see ar..

u fell downwards to the drain so the wall of the drain cut ur skin and pushes the skin upwards :P

so when he come, i thought why got hole one...

wahahhahahahahhahaha!

imagine i jus eat finish!

lucky im not tat weak!!!

at first i thought it was flesh wor...

den my colleague said it was fats tat i saw...

so doc gotta stitch patient's fats first...

after that, stitch his "skin"

my doctor gotta push the skin downwards first lor...

with some pushing den stitch...

i think got 6 outside, 4 inside...

stitches inside, doc actually said it'll dissolve in the skin...

this i really dunno.. hmmmm

from a "hole",

my doctor took half an hour to make it a V shape =P

oh ya... i rem something...

be4 doing all this...

doc gotta inject painkiller into the wound...

tat one really disgusting...

hahahahhahaha

doc keep poking into the wound...

wahhahahahaha

like the fellow painless like this...

laugh die me!

but i feel pain for the kid..

hahahahhahaha~

sheesh!!! =\ok the end of my disgusting story...

wait everyone slap me =P

Saturday, November 19, 2005

my hp is in a coma!

i couldnt on it on thurs nite lor...

it was working so well...

only after i change the batt it went to coma lu~!

damn it!

yest i went to service centre...

Sony Ericsson take 4 days to service a fone lor!!!

and they loan me a Z200 SE fone -__________-"""

i miss my w800i........

aiiiiiiiiii!!!!!! >_<

Thursday, November 17, 2005

sheesh! i woke up at 2plus today!

hahahahahhahahaha!

yest i drove the car out becuz morning i need to go company to install software to my laptop.

den 10am class... sheesh!

wat else? i got a scolding by my sister.

she's fucking jealous why my parents dote on me to let me drive to sch?

well i need the car so i drove out.

was freaking angry the whole day la.

i working she call me to scold me why i drove out to work.

hello? im working so far and its last min notice.

for fuck sake!

can u be more understanding?!

sheesh!!!! grrrrr!

nvm after work drove the car back home and took a cab down to PS.

harry potter is good but dun u find it super long?

is super long!!!

omg!!!

but it's a must watch!

if u read the books, of cuz the books are better...

heard from cousin's fren the story kind of disjoint.

well i dunno cuz i dun read hairy pothead's books.

after that from PS we walk over to balcony at heeren...

nice dark dark lounge..

outside la.. lucky yest nite was cooling =P

i drank a cup of Frozen Peach Margarita.

chat chat till 2plus got on a cab and went home.

http://www.balconybar.com/

check out's balcony bar =P

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

wooohoooooo!

its tues! my fav day!

only day i can sleep till i drop! =P

yest nite after work i went to meet yen and frens...

sheesh! yuan lai JJ also in her group!

all my YCK seniors =P

all craps they were talking while i eat my dinner...

after that went over to yen's house downstair get my cam =P

thank u charbo!!!

ho ho leng lor!

and im aint toopid in loading the film =P

btw yest when my dad saw the thingy he asked "eh old camera ar? where u get it?"

my dad's generation wor.. hahahahha!

the cam and casing! seagull brand! good brand for vintage cam =P

i'm loving it!

=D~

Saturday, November 12, 2005

wat a saturday to passs.....

woke up late and reached clinic at 9.20am!

ok head nurse wasnt happy abt it...

heheheheheheh!

today wasnt that busy lor...

but alot of funny things i've encounter today...

first was a young girl, she so hyper lor!

leg injured still jumping ard -____-""

den i went over to treatment room and she saw me,

den she said "jehjeh!"

den hold my hand! O_o

cutie pie! hahahahahha!

anyways, after that...

there's a cheena woman came to clinic,

first qns "小姐，看毉生要多少錢？"

so i told her "$16 for consultations excluding medicines charges.."

den she was like opening her bloody eyes big and said in chinese

"huh jus seeing a doc for 16bucks?!"

"i jus having cough... how much will it be?"

den i and colleague was telling her we are not doctors!

we dunno what med will be given to her...

so we said total bill might be 20plus 30plus...

den she was like O_o "can discount?!"

"u help me ask the doc can cheaper anot..."

walao eh...

she thinks that she's buying vegetable issit!

in the market issit!

my colleague and i really wanna vomit milk lor...

how irritating!

worst thing she is wearing sleeveless and she din shave -______-"""

super long armpit hair sticking out! >_<

seriously why china girls so dirty?!

how gross it will be if they sweat *pukes*

okay my clinic we actually paste the casenote's label on our namecard so that the next visit

they jus bring the namecard and we can key into the computer..

she asked me whats the card for?!

she said "is it privilege card?"

wah when i heard what she said i really wanna scold her!

for goodness sake!

since when see doctor can ask for discount!!!!!!!!

ahdooi!!!

in china u see doctor super cheap!

but in sg NO NO NO NO!!!!

grrrrrr!

nvm she fai dee get lost can lu!

next case....

big ber dangs dangs!!!

my doctor asked me to do ECG for an indian patient...

she undress her top, and den i was like...

wah! super big dang dangs lor...

and worst thing....

teh bigger the boobs the harder for me to do ECG for her -_____-"""

so i do the first time, it fail!

one of teh wavelength is wrong wrong...

so i ask my colleague to check for me lor..

do do do till the wavelength is rite...

den when the patient went outside to wait...

i told my colleague tat i had difficulties in doing ECG for big boobs fella...

hahahahahhahaha!

and guess what my colleague say?

"eh finally i get to do ECG for a girl ok! most of the time i do is for guys!"

omg! ho harm supp man!!!

wahahahhahaha!

i do for guys and girls until very sianz!!!

small medium large boobs =P~

ok last case now!

tat boy is really grrrrrr!

i mean the first time u vomited on the floor,

cant u faster go to the toilet which is behind u?!

tat sick boy vomited THREE times in the clinic floor -_____-"""

den u can hear the liquid tat came out of the mouth falling onto the floor...

"piak piak piak" sound...

sheesh!!!

smell of milo too! he drank milo this afternoon!

LOL!!!

den his little bro damn funny...

he said to his mum

"eee mummy! korkor's vomit got FISH!"

LOL!!!!!

he actually went to observe the vomit!!!

laugh die me!!!!

hahahahahahhaha!

in the end my colleague clear the floor...

i din cuz i din know what the hell is the mop!

wwat a day rite!

haha!

gonna turn in soon! tmr working at 2pm! goodnitez ppl! =)

Friday, November 11, 2005

in school now blogging...

super disappointed and stress now....

disappointed with myself now for not showing a great attitude to my project...

i wanna change u see but my supervisor and TSO is blaming me everyday!

i shld have send my drawings earlier!

now my laptop is spoil! i cant send anything at all!

tonite den can repair...

jus now my TSO came to see me and tok to me with a fierce lor.

my drawing is jus a small portion.

cant the company do the outer casing first?!

now i have to rush a fabrication clamp by next week.

cut out the material i wan and drilling, milling and stuffs.

i still need to rush thru my web report!

they think i very free?!

they think i am still slacking?

no lor!!

im DOING MY FUCKING WORK!

jus dunno what the fuck they want!!!

bloody hell!

the end!

BYEBYE!

Thursday, November 10, 2005

finally watched finish The Butterfly.

an asian lesbian movie.

rather different from wat i watch be4 "Monster"

another lesbian movie i watched be4 lor...

so so different...

enjoy the reviews of the movie =P

"Sex drew me to Butterfly, and I was not disappointed.
The lengthy Hong Kong lesbian drama has hot women, sensual love scenes and episodes of tender and erotic sex, without any explicit nudity.

The movie will also seduce lesbians hoping to see positive images of gay women.

The two main characters, married mother Flavia (Josie Ho) and her love interest, drifter and singer Yip (the unbelievably sexy newcomer Tian Yuan) are attractive, talented and sensitive women.

“You are different. You are soft and gentle,” says Yip to Flavia on their first meeting.

It is refreshing to move away from stereotypical femme-butch pairings – both Flavia and Yip are ‘all woman.’

The film also shows its maturity by not questioning their sexual orientation, suggesting it is wrong or abnormal or using it as a tool to titillate a male audience.

The film, based on the story Mark of a Butterfly by Taiwan’s Chen Xue, centres on 30-something Flavia who is torn between her desire for the flirtatious Yip and responsibility towards her husband and child.

There is nothing overtly wrong with her marriage.

Flavia appears to have it all.

A kind, sensitive and caring husband (Eric Kot) – we watch him do his share of bringing up baby – a comfortable modern apartment and well-behaved Ting Ting, their infant girl.

When Flavia starts lying so she can sneak off to be with her lover, her husband unwittingly tells her to go shopping and treat herself.

Ironically, in this film about women, it is Kot, the sweet, slightly camp husband, who steals the show.

The strength of his performance meant while I was, of course, rooting for Flavia to jump into bed with the desirable Yip, my heart was stubbornly stuck with the husband.

Director Yan Yan Mak (after her critically acclaimed Gege, 2001) succeeds beautifully in creating a love triangle, where each one involved has the audience's sympathy.

One of the best scenes in the film has Kot desperately trying to win his wife back on their anniversary – his pain on screen is palpable.

I defy anyone to keep a dry eye at this point.

In contrast, Flavia spends most of the movie in a tense, withdrawn state.

Unlike the playful Yip, her joy is not unlocked until the last half hour of the movie.

Tian was nominated for best newcomer in Taiwan’s Golden Horse awards for her role as Yip and illuminates the film with her kittenish allure.

Her character is kind and patient – at no point do we see her as a home wrecker even when she tells Flavia: “As I decorate this place, I picture how you will look in it.”

One of the movie’s enigmas is why Yip is attracted to the joyless Flavia at all.

Butterfly’s main weakness lies in its flashbacks. Flavia’s desire for Yip sparks memories of her only other lesbian affair – a schoolgirl relationship with boyish rebel Jin (Stephanie Che). Isabel Chan plays the younger Flavia. Both actresses handle their roles well.

While their first fumbling kiss is tender, as their relationship progresses to the twining of their teenage limbs, I started to feel uncomfortable with images of underage sex.The retro scenes are set against the backdrop of the June 1989 Tiananmen Square Massacre.

But rather than injecting some atmosphere and historical context to the story, it just serves to confuse and distract from the main action.

The flashbacks, sometimes filmed with grainy home video, are also too punctuated and irregular to explain fully what damaged the schoolgirl romance.

Other side plots, including Flavia’s struggle with her depressed mother and a ridiculous pair of runaway lesbian schoolgirls that the adult Flavia, as their teacher, tries to help, also blow the film off course with their tepid soap opera treatment.

Flavia is filmed obsessively washing her hands throughout the movie, Lady Macbeth-style, a puzzle which is never explained.

As a final dig, the movie lacks a good soundtrack – for much of its two hours, it is without music creating a raw, theatre-like effect.

The few songs featured were penned and sung by (the gorgeous) Tian and are fairly moody dirges. At the very least, Mak could have used more music with the eighties flashbacks to help evoke the feel of that decade.

Butterfly flaps inexpertly between lesbian love affairs, but lands with grace in the end. And, before I forget, Tian, if you read this, I have the mistletoe waiting!

By Dinah Gardner"

nice show to watch... =)

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

hello everyone!

i trim my hair and i did a new colour...!

tone down the colour...

cant stand the yellow gold hair of mine!!!

ok i din get the purple of hocc...

my is ashy purple plus red...

enjoy the pics~!

ok my fringe is short! i look so innocent now!

ashy purple can see hor? where's my red?! after some washing it'll be out la =)

be patience!!!

hee.. ashy purple.. =P

ok it's jus abit lor...

Monday, November 07, 2005

HAPPY BDAY TO MY SWEETIE PIE!!!

19th yrs old wor =P~~~

i love you!

*hugs*

Thursday, November 03, 2005

public holiday!

happy new yr to the malays =P

gonna blog awhile den eat lunch den off to work!

today double pay...

hahahahahhahaha!

anyways, after complaining that i cant drive the car alone...

yest i did.. =D

my mum was sick... den dad went to her office and brought her to balestier clinic..

den while online,

my dad called me and ask me to go balestier NOW.

and he said "if ur sis wanna tag along ask her to do so"

so i told my sis "eh daddy wan me to drive go balestier fetch mummy you wanna cum alonG?"

den she said ok..

and slowly taking her time to take clothes...

i was like.... -____-"

i changed finish she aint done yet.

so i called my dad and asked him whether my mum done seeing the doc anot.

den my dad shouted at me "i said come down NOW means NOW."

den i told my sis to faster.

den she scream at me!

"dun go la! since u wanna drive by all means GO AND DRIVE!"

i was like DUH!!!!

i cant be bothered i jus went off lor.

how unreasonable.. :S

fetch my mum home den i drive to work lu~

as wat i promise to my parents "i will not speed and i'll drive super careful"

when it reaches 100km/h,

i released my accelerator lor.

i was staying at the speed of 80 and 90km/h =)

blasting Hocc's leung jok album!

wooohoooo!

ho ging!

LoL!!!

hehehehe see! my cutie car! not bad la the way i park =P

taken yest! my dearie since pri sch *blush*

do i look red? =\

purple converse with levis jeans! cool!

with mirage infront of the shoes!

damn i miss neway! HEHEHEE!!

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

i am a RED gooey!

damn i jus love the feeling of being burned?

sheeesh!

im insane!

im off to SCHOOL!

byebye ppl!

rem to buy 4D!

becuz FRANCINE LOW is going to sch today!!!

omg!!!

im amazed! =D~~

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

super super pissed off with my dad.

hello i got license for driving!

and yet he doesnt allow me to drive alone.

for fuck sake.

den wat for i go take driving license.

he said im not use to the car?

den why dun he let me drive out more?

weekdays he always out till midnite.

for fuck sake, the house is NOT the hotel.

i jus feel tat he's being RUBBISH.

piece of useless shit.

fook u.