:: it's ALL abt GoO LiFe ::

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

shitty day today...
nokia service centre sux...
everything sux...
appreciate the things tat u have now..
dun appreciate it until the things is gone...
i'm starting to regret...
regret the things i did to ____.
making ____ upset and hurt...
haiz...
my fault...
but still i hate ead. he sux!
**** u.

Monday, August 30, 2004

hey hey i'm back again...

got MIA cuz of sammi's concert and comex citibank job...

okay let me start with my sammi concert!!!!

on 27 of aug 2004, sammi cheng had a world tour in spore at 8pm...

spore was the last stop for her tour...

before the concert i accompany shin and min over to suntec

cuz they gotta go for training..

den i went over to nokia service centre to service my fone..

in the end i wasted 2hrs waiting!

in the end they said no more parts den cant service my fone..

in the end my fone completely cannot talk to the other party..

only can use ear piece..

really wanna slap them... irritating!

den i faster go home and pom pom..

which was at the time of 645pm...

ahahaaha kena scolding from sis =\

den in the end we were rushing or shld i said speeding towards kallang...

in the end, JAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sammi jam kallang and lavendar!!!!

omg!!!!

she's so WONDERFUL!!!!!!!

many ppl ard the stadium...

crowded! very!!

as i was in the stadium,

i got so excited~ cant wait to see her too...

i was sitting at the front and i love it~

the view was not bad.. and we took alot of pics..

as we were waiting, suddenly lights were out!

den everybody got excited and screaming away...!!!!

den we turn here and there finding sammi...

finally in the middle of the stage there's a curtain,

it went up and sammi was in there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

screaming away calling for her...

hehe... after some fast songs,

she stopped and tok to us..

she's really cute.. very funny too~

haha...

the show was very good...

i like the one with the special guest, Denise Ho Wen Si

denise was very pretty... OMG!

HO MAN AR!!!! (canto)

haha...

didnt get to shake hand with sammi =(

my place got blocked...

sob sob...

so messy tat she shake halfway have to go back to the stage...

LoL! too many ppl too excited..

echo was great this yr...

2yrs ago echo wasnt good..

this yr everybody jus wanna see her...

she choose two ppl to sing with her...

was funny cuz their voices aint nice to hear... oops =x

anyway i really wanna cried when she sang the last song...

she was very happy with us cuz she thinks tat the concert wasnt tat great

cuz she sang the wrong thingy and she cant hear the music from the ear piece...

but she said cuz of us she feel tat even tho' the concert wasnt tat great,

the fans was GREAT!

she felt a warm feeling from us...

if i'm not wrong she wanna cried but she control...

i'll support sammi forever!

i've supported her since pri 5 =)

after the concert sis went to tok to her poly fren who also got go...

while walking down the stairs,

her fren said buy sammi's new album got free poster..

i hear le i faster chiong go buy lor!!!

den in the end no poster de...

i asked "got any poster?"

they said no have le...

den i was sighing~

i saw the manager took two poster out,

one gave to a customer..

den i asked again "hey got any poster to gave?"

he said no but the poster in his hand...

i told him "huh... i buy the cd cuz got free poster leh..."

i sound very very sad sia..

den he gave me!!!

wahahahahhaha!

beside me got one girl wan also...

but she keep quiet didnt ask...

when i got the last poster,

she was like "huh... i also wan.. sigh..."

LoL!!!

after concert went home to eat my beef noodles

and faster went to bed cuz the next day got work!

28aug 2004 at 8pm,

i woke up and my nose was bleeding in the nite LoL..

i was too heaty~ tat's why nose bleed...

told veron and her sis abt it...

den her sis make fun of me "u watch sammi den too high so bleed rite?"

hahahaha...

anyway sales on sat was very very bad...

got scolded by that francine paul(sway sway same name as me, pui!)

she's really like a "hippo"!

go think what is hippo bah... haha...

legs was very aching on sat... sleepy toO~

>.<

only did 1 or 2deals lor... haiz!!!

on 29aug 2004,

sunday was very very busy!!

comex was full of ppl!

and i got to sign for 5 or 6 applications! woo!

i hope will get approve =D

got to know this girl called vannessa who was pretty..

haha...

she make fun of me when i eating!

cuz i eat my mouth always "doo doo" one...

hope u know what i mean...

haha... working with them really is fun...

and of cuz i heard veron's sis scolding the F word in front of me lol...

cuz i told her what tat PAUL did to shin...

cancelling shin's name away on the application -_-"

she's crazy~~

pui~! >.<

was so tired today tat i didnt go sch in the morning only went to 1-5's pract

hehe!

heard from cherry mine AMD got 6/25 =(

guang yang got 0/25! LoL!

a number of us fail...

nearly all... what to do?

teh choon eng sucks big time!

retired better! monkey shit! neh neh poK! =x

hehe... listening to sammi's albums now...

so nice! =)

goodnite ppl~

Thursday, August 26, 2004

jus got home not long..

now is 11.52am..

morning had my FM test..

my mind was blank when i do the paper..

i hate it when this happen..

paper is easy but i cant rem how to do it...

i wanna go Uni...

i cant afford to get Cs or Ds..

i only wan As and Bs..

does this means what my sis said is true?

i cant make it to uni?

i wanna prove her wrong..

can i? can i make it?

sianz...

feel so depressed..

my fren chari said today after sch go catch a movie..

in the end..

her fav word "SHAG" came out of her mouth..

this is not the first time she put me plane by using this sentence,

"i very shag leh i dun think can watch.. or if u wan can go jurong point? nearer to my house mah.."

why she muz use this sentence every time?

when she shag, she can go out with her other frens..

why not us?

am i being sensitive?

am i thinking too much?

this few days, my frens keep asking me "how u and godsis?"

i really dunno how to answer lor...

i dunno what she's thinking..

i'm trying my best to contact her..

sms her.. nearly everyday.. but no replies from her..

i know her revi jie is first piority..

tat time i was very close to her, revi jie MIA..

i feel like i'm a sub..

grrr...

i treasure my relationship with her..

cuz she's sumone who understand me inside out..

sumone who being with me ups and downs..

or shld i say,

i treasure all relationships with ppl..

i hope i can hang on strong..

jus hope me and her will get better..

i miss my toilet daRliEs..

miss the crazy moment whenever we r together..

will be looking forward a day to go out with them..

tmr is sammi cheng's concert wor..

i'm so excited..

hehe...

i'm sitting at the front row..

hope to get a good view!

wee!

sat and sun i'll be working at comex which is held in suntec!

ppl cum find me k?

haha..

think i'll be in the same place...

compaq computers! >.<

ciao ppl, gonna take a nap den wake up clean hammie's cagey.. =P

Sunday, August 22, 2004

this morning i went to swimming...

the sun is very very very GOOD!

went for a long tan tan...

got darker too =D~

anyway my tattoo went off!!!

i scratch scratch den the thing came off =\

i miss my tattoo =(

maybe next week go spray again! kekekkeke!

got a msg from christy yest nite,

she asked me to go church with her..

she knew i didnt really go to church lately..

i know what her heart wants,

but i jus duwan to go over to havestor..

tossy jiejie msged me the time to meet..

i asked her who going..

she told me ead(her ex bf), her mama and maybe revi jie..

i kind of like.. sianz half cuz i feel weird..

i very long nv meet her..

cuz i duwan to get hurt from her actions and reaction on me..

i think for every long.. den i agreed to go over..

in the end i was hurt too..

last time when i'm closer to jie, i didnt like ead to appear infront of me..

i dunno why.. i jus dun like him last time..

now better le..

but i still feel uneasy when today they keep talking and stuffs.. =(

maybe i'm selfish i wan jie for myself only..

cannot share with others..

well.. after service, so crowded tat i nearly lost them..

jie went to toilet without telling me.. i was like "what the hell?"

i was hurt by her action,

she seems like bo hiew me lor..

the feeling aint good..

den i called chari who happen to be at suntec..

she asked me what happen,

and i cried..

she at downstairs the GIO faster came up to YUN NAM there to find me..

i told her what happen and she was there to console me...

thank u zhu mama..

den she asked me my jie really really bo hiew me?

den i told her tat i'll msg her to prove to u..

den i msg my jie "where r u?"

she msged me "i'm at the toilet there looking for u.. "

den chari wants me to eat dinner with them to see how is the situation..

i went over and jie look at me very sincerely..

i was like "mmm..mmm..."

den we went over to foodcourt..

i still can feel she care for me lor..

but it's different from last time..

maybe cuz i hurt her be4 tat's why she doesnt wanna be close to me,

so tat she wont be hurt again..

i'm gonna try my very best to let her trust me and stuffs..

i hope i can do it...

she's sumone who is always there for me when i'm sad..

i hope she still be..

sumone who knows me inside out..

hope she'll explain my doubts...

today in church, while worshipping i feel like crying to the Lord..

it's hard to..

i dunno but i really need to be back at the Lord's side..

i'm hanging no where..

no goals.. no aims.. no faith.. completely no faith..

pastor prince was very funny today..

today he talk abt the Lord's supper..

how powerful is it to a believers..

he today also imitate the korean who sounds like a chicken..

haha..

he's a joker which makes the sermon so enjoyable =)

Thursday, August 19, 2004

yest went over to sentosa..

not going there to sun tan wor..

hehe..

my CCA looking for ppl to go over with NP's international students to sentosa..

it's free u see of cuz i wanna go!

oops! =x

okay seriously speaking, it's been yrs i nv go merlion and stuffs over at sentosa..

last time was.. pri sch? =X

hehe.. mountain tortoise..

anyway it was fun i took many many pics over there..

met my frens chari and shi at 12plus..

i get out of house at 1230 haha..

reason being for watching watching channel 5's "5 circles"..

haha..

in the end i have to take cab =(

so exp.. 8 dollar plus plus..

neh neh pok!! =X

den faster went to meet the rest at sentosa..

we went for a $15 buffet at the entrance of sentosa..

damn nice lor..

i eat quite abit haha..

got prawnz, crabz, sotong...

keke.. it's free for me =D

anyway..

after makan we went over to merlion! haha..

i first time go there *shy*

den after tat we went over to dolphin lagoon!!

pinky dolphin! hohO~

didnt get the chance to touch it..

pay 5bucks den u'll get to touch it..

haha..

well i didnt touch it lor..

den the whole group went back to sch left me and frenz at sentosa,

cuz we haven go underwater..

went over there by monorail..

had alot of laughter over there..

but serious leh.. spore's monorail shld change.. haiyo >.<

old liao.. haha..

very shakey too.. girls sitting at the most shakey part really.. hiak hiak..

*winkwink*

i shall not said anything ahha... *zip*

underwater world very nice !!

haha..

saw alot of fishes blah blah blah...

damn exhausted lor..

walking ard..

den outside underwater world, there's a 'tattoo' store..

temp tattoo lah...

i did one on my leg =D

damn chio.. look so real..

i wish it was real tho' =(

haha.. till now i haven started studying.. =X

damn lazy to do so.. =X

slp eat play...

haiyo..

jialat ah!!!!!

help!!!!

Sunday, August 15, 2004

yest went to watch 'Secret Window'..
kns!
haha.. i rem i saw the trailer with veron and we think tat it's worth watching..
waste money on a midnite movie like this..
the trailer shows all the interesting part lor!
nothing special abt the story..
some lame story bah?
hmmm there's many more movies for me to catch..
haha..
now i'm having study break..
arghz~ hope i'll get to study at home :x
gonna be busy soon~
common test..
my sammi cheng's concert..
citybank jobby..
hehe..
burpzzzzzzzzzzz
ciaoz ppl!

Friday, August 13, 2004

am in sch now..

feeling so tired..

*YaWnz YaWnZ*

yest after sch wanted to go canteen with frens to eat den go home den to work,

but veron sms me told me tat toopid guy stalking her again!

pervert rite?

-_-"

so told my frens i cant go and i rush down to bus stop..

was preparing to scold tat guy but he went off the bus at NP's bus stop..

idert!! grrr!

well anyway if he again stalk,

i'll smack him..

anyway went to work den a family (all girls) very funny..

two kids need to inject Hep A vaccination.

the youngest kid cry abit bit when doc injected her...

but the eldest one.. haiyo..

really siao charbo..

u imagine, haven inject her hor..

she already screaming like siao charbo! hahahaha...

doc very fed up too..

den previously hor, there's a lesbian couple..

den the kids mother told my doc.. den my doc was like "oh i see.. O_o"

haha..

den she told my doc "actually i wanna bring the eldest girl to st nich one.. but they alot of lesbians.." my doc really give tat type of -_-" face LOL!

i was packing medicine den over heard them keke.. =X

poor veron, si toto bite her.. let me see toto i'll slap him haha.. =D

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

I'M VERY SAD.
SUCHA FAILURE.
=(

had my C++ test today...
was suppose to take it on fri..
cuz i working so i change the test to today...
i regretted doing so...
if fri i go for my test,
i'll have revision and tips from lecturer..
haiz...
i cant change my shift suddenly and also leave my fren min to work alone..
muz be responsible u know?
haiz...
but it seems like responsible till wrong sia...
i feel saddddddddddddd
arghzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
my test i get 58% only................
shittttttttttttttttt.......................

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

feeling guilty..

very bad feeling..

dunno why i suddenly miss church..

miss the time i wanna know God..

it has been a long time since i go church..

i miss it..

anyone going to pei me go church?

am listening to Hillsong - Blessed cd...

currently playing is One Desire..

You gave it all for me

My soul desire

My everything

And all i am is devoted to you

How could i fail to see

You are the love that rescued me

And all i am is devoted to you

And oh, how could i not be moved

Lord here with you

So have your way in me

Cause Lord there is just one thing

And that i will seek

This is my cry

My one desire

Is to be with you

is to be with you

Jesus

The one thing

The one thing i ask

is to be with you..

Monday, August 09, 2004

really in a freaking foul mood today..

this morning wake up..

feel so tired..

feel so irritated..

was planning to meet veron they all to see fireworks..

but i cant..

sis dun allow..

seriously i dunno what's the prob with her...

how old am i?

a small kid?

in the end i have to go out with her and her bf..

i feel so LEFT OUT.

i miss my 3darlings =(

i miss mr piggy =(

i really wanna cry when i'm out..

i feel like i'm in a jail..

feel so sorry tat i cant meet them..

at nite when to fetch mama home..

i bought ice cream cone to eat..

while my sis is driving..

i feed her to eat..

but her hand so soft!

the thing drop in the car..

cant find..

i quarrelled with mum.

she scream at me, i scream louder den her.

feel like slapping her tat time..

but i reN!

damn it sia...

today really a fooking shit day..

damn it..

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!
hahahaha!
anway i wanna to intro a movie to u guys!!
'The Notebook'
i think most of u nv heard abt it..
it's a based on a real life, on a real love story..
'With every great love, comes a great story'
i gif this movie, 5 out of 5 stars...!!!!!!

well many ppl expecting The Village to be a very nice show..
i gave it a 3 out of 5 stars..
nothing special..
i jus like the way the writer writes the story..
twisting ard.. haahaa..

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

*Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending*

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread

You were all the things

I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2][x2]

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

dunno why i jus love this song.. the lyrics very true haha.. i jus fall for this song...

my frens in class, 2 of them jus bought IPod!!! oh my god~

so temptinG~ i feel like buying haha...

it looks cool lor...

haiyo >.<

well.. really stress up lately...

lack of slp.. common test is cuming and yet i dunno what my classes are toking abt...

damn! today i went for ME Society...

i was elected to be Public Relation haha..

i'm a PR =X

anyway i'm going to bed soon...

feel so sad cuz i join netball but i go for training...

i have to work 4days in a week again...

i miss netball...

*sadden*

Monday, August 02, 2004

*YAWNZ*

i'm in sch now...

raining since morning...

really so tiring...

hehe...

pig needs lots of slp...

wonder why my zodiac is not PIG!

LoL!

was so lazy to go for AMD class this morning...

anyway i dun like that lecturer..

sumtimes i jus feel like throw chairs at his bloody face =X

anyway yest really NUA at home ah...

was so tired to go anywhere...

my living room tv spoil..

the colour change to yellow!

omg!!

went over to amk courts to see..

dad wasnt happy abt it..

he wants a company that do trading in of tv...

asshole lah he..

den anyhow kp..

nearly wanna slap his pig face! PUI!

hate him to the core! pui pui pui!

due the some complains of my skin..

i decided to change the skin again...

haha...

unique rite?

nice rite?
LoL!! back to my C++ programming le =D

Sunday, August 01, 2004

hey hey..
it's time to change my blog skin...
kind of small tho'
nice anot ppl?
hmmm..
today 5plus met up with aimin,
she wanna tok tok..
also wan me to pei her buy things..
she ar..
ppl talking on the fone keep distracting me!
>.<
went to amk and j8..
finally sat down in mos burger at j8..
while in amk,
we saw siew xiang..
she didnt saw us..
i shouted her full name
den she saw us she said hi den faster went off..
she with bf tat's why!!
wahhaHAHahhA!!
same bf sia..
so long.. keke..
anyway at ard 8plus i PS aimin in mos burger
for my dad and sis..
haha... was suppose to have dinner with them u see..
sorry min.. left u alone..
i feel bad =(
anyway.. dinner over at bukit timah market place..
ate alot and it's wonderful!
haha..
gonna play my roller coaster tycoon 2 le.. =P
miss me k? =D